frustration

                                                 

                                             My baobei cooked breakfast for Sunday-mine

My baobei cooked breakfast for Sunday-hers

My daily breakfast before going to work.

Finger and finger candy

Body parts candy!

Eye candy.Gruesome!!

Hey there bloggie.

I know i have not blogged for such a long time,do forgive me for i have been working hard till the wee hours to make a comfortable life for us both in the future.

Life is super busy and sometimes i do feel down.I am human after all.

Sometimes we strive so hard to do something but that is the best we can do and there is no way to in getting more of the income.Everyday when i get back home all i think is will this effect my relationship,will this get me to somewhere.It is really frustrating when you haven't figured your life out yet.

I just feel very frustrated,down and also self disconnected lately.But how long can i pretend to smile till i cant.I just want a corner for myself,yes i am emotional but i am human after all,with feelings.

I need to get a smoke.I just need to stop thinking.I need to shut down.